I didn't like you. Liked you. Hated you. But in the end it was all good. I'm really going to miss you. To be honest, the Turkish teachers don't really teach good. :/ Geez. Emotions. So emotional right now. I'm a bit hysterical right about now to (or too, haven't gotten the hang of 'too' yet.) , since all my friends are graduating and leaving, and now you, and all the other teachers. ): *Sigh.* Life.
Yeah, sorry about the grammar, or whatever you call it up there. ^^^^ Editing, I guess.
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Saturday, May 24, 2014
Homeless
Oh, of the garbage I call home
The smell that emanates is pleasing,
My home,
My life
You cannot take it away from me
(Possibly to be continued)
The smell that emanates is pleasing,
My home,
My life
You cannot take it away from me
(Possibly to be continued)
Monday, May 19, 2014
I don't know, don't ask. It's something. :/ Writers block is a bummer!
I can count the stars,
Shining so bright tonight
Way high in the sky
Just waving goodbye
When the sun comes
To wipe them all away
Shining so bright tonight
Way high in the sky
Just waving goodbye
When the sun comes
To wipe them all away
New Somg/Poem whatever you want to call it
I've been thinking about you all night long,
Just can't get you out of my mind
Not when I hear your voice,
Nor when I see your smile
It gives me butterflies,
To know I got such a friend,
Who accepts my love for them
And even kindles a bit of his own
To we show we got the best
Friendship of all
Ain't that what everyone's looking for?
Someone to hold you,
To be there for
To show they care
Just as much you do about them
*Note to the viewers*
Now, we all have a best friend, or two. I want you to call/text/meet/talk to that person today (or tomorrow, if it's night time for you) and tell them how much they mean to you. The guy in this song/poem ^^ He lives 8 hours away from me. I only get to see him 1 time a year. And it's so important that we see each other, since we only get 1 chance a year. We haven't spoke in weeks now. That's scary, considering our distance, and how close we are. I'm sure things are fine, but I want EVERYONE WHO READS MY TESTIMONIES to tell your closest friend how much they mean to you. ✊✊✊✊❤❤❤❤❤
Y"all enjoy your morning/evening. I'll be back on to post before I go to school. See you in 2 hours/ 2 and 1/2 hours from now.
Just can't get you out of my mind
Not when I hear your voice,
Nor when I see your smile
It gives me butterflies,
To know I got such a friend,
Who accepts my love for them
And even kindles a bit of his own
To we show we got the best
Friendship of all
Ain't that what everyone's looking for?
Someone to hold you,
To be there for
To show they care
Just as much you do about them
*Note to the viewers*
Now, we all have a best friend, or two. I want you to call/text/meet/talk to that person today (or tomorrow, if it's night time for you) and tell them how much they mean to you. The guy in this song/poem ^^ He lives 8 hours away from me. I only get to see him 1 time a year. And it's so important that we see each other, since we only get 1 chance a year. We haven't spoke in weeks now. That's scary, considering our distance, and how close we are. I'm sure things are fine, but I want EVERYONE WHO READS MY TESTIMONIES to tell your closest friend how much they mean to you. ✊✊✊✊❤❤❤❤❤
Y"all enjoy your morning/evening. I'll be back on to post before I go to school. See you in 2 hours/ 2 and 1/2 hours from now.
TO ALL
I'd like to know who's seeing my page. It's cool, but I'm getting all these views and I keep thinkin', "who are these people." Could y'all please comment below? I mean, no offense, but it makes me think y'all are creepers or somethin'.
Sunday, May 18, 2014
New song! (:
I love the way you hug me,
So warm and tight
Nothing escape, no
That's the cold doesn't come
when I'm with you
Just the closeness of us two
(To be continued...)
Sorry, it's 1:40am.
So warm and tight
Nothing escape, no
That's the cold doesn't come
when I'm with you
Just the closeness of us two
(To be continued...)
Sorry, it's 1:40am.
Mistakes (I don't even know if this would be considered a poem anymore, lol, I started to make it sound like a speech.)
People do make mistakes
We're all alike
It's what God gave us
When he started the form of man
A mind to make decisions,
One to choose between right and wrong
Yeah,
You know,
Things have changed,
You've confessed this a thousand times
So, I decide to challenge?
Why, yes
And, so what?
Like it's not our human nature to fight back
You've been fighting me for years,
It's time I fought back
And yes I'll be the smartass
Since you think it off me,
Attached to every letter spoke of my tongue
Oh, someone's feelings got hurt
You feel that?
Damn
Did that hurt?
You want a napkin little baby?
I know right, it hurt didn't it?
See now, how you feel?
Want to run away a go hid in a corner?
Cause' that's what you do to me
So suffer willingly
Please, please, please
Oh yeah,
Those tears are real right?
I don't care
Not like you cared about mine
We're all alike
It's what God gave us
When he started the form of man
A mind to make decisions,
One to choose between right and wrong
Yeah,
You know,
Things have changed,
You've confessed this a thousand times
So, I decide to challenge?
Why, yes
And, so what?
Like it's not our human nature to fight back
You've been fighting me for years,
It's time I fought back
And yes I'll be the smartass
Since you think it off me,
Attached to every letter spoke of my tongue
Oh, someone's feelings got hurt
You feel that?
Damn
Did that hurt?
You want a napkin little baby?
I know right, it hurt didn't it?
See now, how you feel?
Want to run away a go hid in a corner?
Cause' that's what you do to me
So suffer willingly
Please, please, please
Oh yeah,
Those tears are real right?
I don't care
Not like you cared about mine
Yo soy fuego (I am fire)
So now,
I'm that person you can talk about
Behind these walls
Like I don't have ears to hear,
Or a mouth to speak my mind,
Like, wait
I'm that idiot
Remember?
I'm the moron who goes to the nerd school
That makes the b's and a's
That's the best teen runner you'll ever know
Because, no,
I'm not a part of you
I'm that distant person,
The adopted one,
The, "This is mi Vida (my life)."
But, no,
This is the idiot,
The one who refuses to behave,
The hated,
The burned,
The beaten,
The slaved,
The worked,
The overheated,
The whore,
The bitch
The one you never looked in the eye
Because you knew you would see the fire,
The flame that burns in me
Because of you, because of the world
I am the way I am, because of everything around me
You can't stop it, you can't reverse it
Leave me alone
Don't come back,
Asking for a plea of grace
No,
Because I won't give it to you
The Lord says, "Do this out of the greatness of your heart."
But I have the hardest time accepting,
"I..."
"Me..."
"You want me..."
"...To be nice... to this person?..."
"Ha... try no! You see what he's done to me, what they've all done."
"Learn forgiveness."
(To be continued later.....)
I'm that person you can talk about
Behind these walls
Like I don't have ears to hear,
Or a mouth to speak my mind,
Like, wait
I'm that idiot
Remember?
I'm the moron who goes to the nerd school
That makes the b's and a's
That's the best teen runner you'll ever know
Because, no,
I'm not a part of you
I'm that distant person,
The adopted one,
The, "This is mi Vida (my life)."
But, no,
This is the idiot,
The one who refuses to behave,
The hated,
The burned,
The beaten,
The slaved,
The worked,
The overheated,
The whore,
The bitch
The one you never looked in the eye
Because you knew you would see the fire,
The flame that burns in me
Because of you, because of the world
I am the way I am, because of everything around me
You can't stop it, you can't reverse it
Leave me alone
Don't come back,
Asking for a plea of grace
No,
Because I won't give it to you
The Lord says, "Do this out of the greatness of your heart."
But I have the hardest time accepting,
"I..."
"Me..."
"You want me..."
"...To be nice... to this person?..."
"Ha... try no! You see what he's done to me, what they've all done."
"Learn forgiveness."
(To be continued later.....)
What I am to you
I see now what I am
The one most hated
The one you so wish wouldn't have come
See now what I am to you,
The idiot,
The disgrace,
The one you so wish wouldn't have come
I can't believe I'm here,
You should have kicked me years ago
You should have took that needle,
The injection,
The medicine meant to hurt me
Because I'm just that unneeded material
The extra thread bared by your shorts,
The unused couple of inches,
The one you so wish wouldn't have come
The one most hated
The one you so wish wouldn't have come
See now what I am to you,
The idiot,
The disgrace,
The one you so wish wouldn't have come
I can't believe I'm here,
You should have kicked me years ago
You should have took that needle,
The injection,
The medicine meant to hurt me
Because I'm just that unneeded material
The extra thread bared by your shorts,
The unused couple of inches,
The one you so wish wouldn't have come
Something new. Title (Unknown) Don't know what to put. Feel like this could be more of a song, than a poem though...
Baby I try to listen
But I don't see your face anymore
No, not like you got the decency
To be a part of me
All gussied up
With your pearls and makeup
Going to see that fellow
The one that makes you feel good inside,
But know you're doing wrong
Deceiving me and everyone around
Today, look up
See the Lords eyes near your
Wipe the tears from his face and baby walk away
From the bad inside, from the bad circling you
Yeah!
I don't want you to get hurt
I know how much it means
But to know what he's doin'
Hun it's time to stop!
He's gong ripe your heart
And throw it on the floor like nothing
Yeah, he doesn't care
Sweetheart, listen
All gussied up
With your pearls and makeup
Going to see that fellow
The one that makes you feel good inside,
But know you're doing wrong
Deceiving me and everyone around
Today, look up
See the Lords eyes near your
Wipe the tears from his face and baby walk away
From the bad inside, from the bad circling you
But I don't see your face anymore
No, not like you got the decency
To be a part of me
All gussied up
With your pearls and makeup
Going to see that fellow
The one that makes you feel good inside,
But know you're doing wrong
Deceiving me and everyone around
Today, look up
See the Lords eyes near your
Wipe the tears from his face and baby walk away
From the bad inside, from the bad circling you
Yeah!
I don't want you to get hurt
I know how much it means
But to know what he's doin'
Hun it's time to stop!
He's gong ripe your heart
And throw it on the floor like nothing
Yeah, he doesn't care
Sweetheart, listen
All gussied up
With your pearls and makeup
Going to see that fellow
The one that makes you feel good inside,
But know you're doing wrong
Deceiving me and everyone around
Today, look up
See the Lords eyes near your
Wipe the tears from his face and baby walk away
From the bad inside, from the bad circling you
Saturday, May 17, 2014
Bullet ~ Roughdraft (Also can be sung)
Shan't I see the smile on your face
When you hold the gun to my head,
See the bullet flash through my brain,
My body hit the floor
Watch the blood seep out
Stain the carpet like wine
Hear the sirens
See now, what I told you?
Don't let the bullet win
You'll be caught by midnight
Smile through the bars,
See my face in yours,
Invisible but to your eyes only
Grab air
Seems like you dropped me off the earth, yet knowing
You'll never see me again
But that's from your perspective
You'll never know what it's like
This side of the world,
The one above
The known Heaven that steps over all
I know in your anger and rage, you thought about it
This murder you committedly played in your mind,
As I held you while you cried,
The relapse you felt as I stroked your face
You never loved me, but I'll always love you
See what you miss?
The most cared for, yet you hated your life
Of the anger and power that surged through your bones
Thought you could rule the world
But taking it too far
You found hope in the handle,
Decided to pull the trigger
Became your biggest fear,
But you welcomed it
See now, what you've become?
The crazy man,
The murderer,
The one who wishes to be the corrupt person
The one dreaming to say his vows
To the one sitting across the room
The one that hit his heart,
That grabbed it
Delicate as a flower
With thorns you threw at me
Saw them puncture my skin
And I prayed over the way they wounded me
Hoped they'd never come again
To leave scars amongst by body
All torn and bloody,
(To be continued.....)
When you hold the gun to my head,
See the bullet flash through my brain,
My body hit the floor
Watch the blood seep out
Stain the carpet like wine
Hear the sirens
See now, what I told you?
Don't let the bullet win
You'll be caught by midnight
Smile through the bars,
See my face in yours,
Invisible but to your eyes only
Grab air
Seems like you dropped me off the earth, yet knowing
You'll never see me again
But that's from your perspective
You'll never know what it's like
This side of the world,
The one above
The known Heaven that steps over all
I know in your anger and rage, you thought about it
This murder you committedly played in your mind,
As I held you while you cried,
The relapse you felt as I stroked your face
You never loved me, but I'll always love you
See what you miss?
The most cared for, yet you hated your life
Of the anger and power that surged through your bones
Thought you could rule the world
But taking it too far
You found hope in the handle,
Decided to pull the trigger
Became your biggest fear,
But you welcomed it
See now, what you've become?
The crazy man,
The murderer,
The one who wishes to be the corrupt person
The one dreaming to say his vows
To the one sitting across the room
The one that hit his heart,
That grabbed it
Delicate as a flower
With thorns you threw at me
Saw them puncture my skin
And I prayed over the way they wounded me
Hoped they'd never come again
To leave scars amongst by body
All torn and bloody,
(To be continued.....)
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
(Unknown title) Don't know what to call it.
I don't talk to the world
I talk to myself
I pull my head down
To stop it from spinning around
In so much chaos,
Does it do me good?
To know how to stop
To know what to do
To see the future,
A hair lengths from my face
To be held in my hand
Like the fathers grace
I talk to myself
I pull my head down
To stop it from spinning around
In so much chaos,
Does it do me good?
To know how to stop
To know what to do
To see the future,
A hair lengths from my face
To be held in my hand
Like the fathers grace
Christian song. Started as a poem, can be sung, and read as a poem. Currently adding to it. Enjoy. (: Name: (Unknown) Please suggest what I can add to it! Thanks!
There's a name
that changed the world
Today
Tomorrow, yesterday
And he's coming
In a leather-bound book
Full of stories
Waiting to be read, waiting to be said,
Waiting to be shared
And my dear,
please don't ever think you are alone
He's here, always staying
On this journey you call life
And if you ever feel like talking
Just shout out to him!
He'll be right here,
To wipe away every single tear
that changed the world
Today
Tomorrow, yesterday
And he's coming
In a leather-bound book
Full of stories
Waiting to be read, waiting to be said,
Waiting to be shared
And my dear,
please don't ever think you are alone
He's here, always staying
On this journey you call life
And if you ever feel like talking
Just shout out to him!
He'll be right here,
To wipe away every single tear
(Unknown title) Don't know what to call it.
When the sadness comes out
Darkness grabs me
It pulls me into an embrace
And sucks me in
I break free
Hold my chin up
Crack a smile
But it comes right back,
You can't hide
Darkness grabs me
It pulls me into an embrace
And sucks me in
I break free
Hold my chin up
Crack a smile
But it comes right back,
You can't hide
Writen by my friend Nancy. Title: (Unknown)
Why do I do the things I do you're asking
is the same reason of why
I say what I say
you can like me or not
I don't care, and I won't care
And I can like you if I want
as long as you don't get
on my bad side
You can be nice
You can be mean
Just as long as I can be me
is the same reason of why
I say what I say
you can like me or not
I don't care, and I won't care
And I can like you if I want
as long as you don't get
on my bad side
You can be nice
You can be mean
Just as long as I can be me
(Unknown title) Don't know what to call it.
What am I doing?
I'm writing my life away
With pencils and scrap paper
Crumbled into balls,
Thrown into halls
Looking for an answer,
One I can't reach by myself
I'm writing my life away
With pencils and scrap paper
Crumbled into balls,
Thrown into halls
Looking for an answer,
One I can't reach by myself
(Unknown title) Don't know what to call it. Also can be sung. Currently, still adding to this one.
What do I have to live for?
I'm dying,
Locked behind these doors
I can't push them open,
The words
Have already been spoken
They send out the beast
It's running towards me
I don't know what to do
I try to break free
It's coming
I see it
The flame burning it its eyes
It reaches down to my soul
Grabs, and pulls ahold
What can I do?
I'm drowning in this fear
Slumped against a cold, hard wall
I'm dying,
Locked behind these doors
I can't push them open,
The words
Have already been spoken
They send out the beast
It's running towards me
I don't know what to do
I try to break free
It's coming
I see it
The flame burning it its eyes
It reaches down to my soul
Grabs, and pulls ahold
What can I do?
I'm drowning in this fear
Slumped against a cold, hard wall
Trying
I try to give you signs
Of the pain that covers my cries
You never want to listen
I turn the music up louder
You don't give two cents
You know what?
Fine, I don't care
Keep watching me
Picking up the pieces
Rewinding history
It plays one,
Over and over
Please notice however,
It's you who fuels it
Of the pain that covers my cries
You never want to listen
I turn the music up louder
You don't give two cents
You know what?
Fine, I don't care
Keep watching me
Picking up the pieces
Rewinding history
It plays one,
Over and over
Please notice however,
It's you who fuels it
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